Wednesday, September 27, 2006
; 9:12 PM
so weird todae..hmm..donno whye dde feeling came back again ii suddenly felt eso empty inside again..ii donno whye feel dartx ii cann trusth no-one..ii donn realli have someone by me when ii feelin down..ii donn understand whye but ii try so hard to open maself to accept new frwens and try so hard to forget dde past but ii jus so stuck here in no where...
maybe ii will suddenly felt dartx way because ii don feel dartx ii am important animore to this world..now adaes ii feel so much better when ii'm alone at home or in ma room ii feel dartx ii donn niid to worriex about aniting lik this..maybe ii am suffering for some mental illness..if there is a medicine dartx helps one to forget everyting ii will be dde furst to eat it ..lossing ma memorise is much more better den stuck down here..ii donn wann to be lik this it is so torturing!!!!)=
maybe ii will cure maself one dae!!ii realli hate maself for being so PATHETIC*i wann to get over wiid this thing it is jus so stupid!!ii'm realli sick of maself oweas feeling this way!!